It’s all I’m doing right now. Making the best of it. If I have to be totally honest; I feel so fuckedup alone. Everybody around me says they’re so sorry and they hope I find my guy real soon. But I don’t believe it anymore. I’ll find him when I’m 25 or something. I can’t wait that long. So maybe I’m gonna try again with a girl, and see what life brings.
The good thing is I found some real good friends not far away. So I’m spendig my weekend with them now. It’s way better than being locked up in your room watching movies all day long. And I could speak with them whenever I want. It’s a good thing. I never ever ever wanna lose these people. But it will happen again, I know it. But it’ll be the first fight I would do anything to not lose them. They’re all I got.
Oh, and I’m really curious about next weekend. My parents are coming home from vacation. And then, as you know, they’ll kick me out of the house. And I think they won’t pay school for me anymore. I don’t know what’s gonna happen.. And yea, I think alot about it. To much.
So that’s life for me. Think about it when you see my smiling face. Just give me a hug oke?
