Getting weaker and weaker.
not believing friends anymore.
so much pressure.
never had that one person in my life,
that would love you forever, no matter what.
I’m missing that persons on evenings like this.
feeling alone, staring at my screen.
hoping that someone would start talk to me,
knowing it won’t happen.
hoping at least one person would call, text
knowing it won’t happen…
How many conversations did I started.
How many messages have I send.
How many times have I called,
Even when I was almost out of money.
Why could someone just not love me back.
Why could,, am I that bad?
name Zei:
on 17/10/2011 at 21:25
not everybody is like you,
Learn that…
The thing that you have always done wrong.
not learning from your mistakes.
you have the life experience of a 8 year old boy.
the reason why you are alone is simple.
you didn’t learned what you did wrong the first time someone left you.
you keep making the same mistakes.
and Bytheway,
From someone who keeps yelling IDGAF you do give to fucking much.
so if you really do.
shut the hell up en mind on your own pathetic business.
you can’t save someone else’s world.
When you’re own world is fucked up.
so my tip for you.
start with that.